I just realized that I failed to post AT ALL yesterday. Shame on me. I'm sorry. In my defense I got a lot of my cleaning done in my room yesterday and a little done in the kitchen. I need to finish cleaning up the living room sometime today as I'm going to have company tomorrow. I also need to finish my cleaning in my bedroom for that same reason. I've been burning a candle that a friend made for me and she told me that there is something in it. I've found what looks to be the top of a bottle of some kind with a cork in the top of it. Unfortunately I haven't burned enough of the candle to get it out yet. Soon though. I've been wanting to listen to some of my old music lately. I've been watching old Disney movies and listening to Disney songs. Trying desperately to hang on to some of my childhood I guess. Maintain some memories I guess. Every once in a while I'll hear a song or see a picture or think of something some one said and I'll get this weird almost flash back of a memory and then I feel on sentimental and get a little sad. I don't really see anyone from my childhood anymore other than my family of course. I've tried to reconnect with a few of them but it never really seems to work out. It sad to loose pieces of your past because that's what makes you who you are today. I hate throwing things away because there's usually a memory tied to the thing you're throwing away. Then again there are some memories you wish you could forget. Some places in your heart you never want to visit again. Deep, dark, hurt places that seem to bleed again every time you think about them. Even some of your good memories seem to be tied to something sad sometimes. This is going to be kind of short but I'm going to register for spring shows today. I'll post some more later. I have a friend spending the night so we'll have some fun.
Feel loved and safe.
A Thiarna, dean trócaire, A Chríost, déan trócaire.
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