Ok so it's really not but I'm super tired. Which is really weird because I really haven't done much today. Just laundry. And reading. Maybe it's because I spent most of the day sitting down. Then again I'm going to be spending most of tomorrow sitting down too. My back is hurting tonight. I'm watching "NCIS" and "Pretty Little Liars" at the same time. Troian Bellisario is in this particular episode of "NCIS" and she plays Spencer in "Pretty Little Liars" so I'm enjoying myself at the moment. Holly Marie Combs is in the one too. The suspense in this show is making my heart beat so fast. It's making me nervous. And now the phone is ringing. The answering machine is full so when it got to the end of the ringing it said, "No one is available to take your call. Please call again." I find that very amusing. It's weird but I'm really not looking forward to going to school tomorrow. I'd love a quarter away from all of everything. A trip abroad would be nice. I'd love to spend some time in Ireland and make some connections over there. Why does that country seem to occupy so much of my head space? I don't get it. The music makes me feel far away. The culture seems to fit me better. Maybe it's because I don't really belong in the US... I don't know. I don't understand what goes on in my head a lot of the time. It's so spastic sometimes. Sometimes I'm glad my parents aren't divorced or separated. This show makes me wonder sometimes, if I really missed all the much by being home schooled for high school. Boy drama seems to happen anywhere and at any time in a persons life. Though I do sometimes wish I'd been able to experience a school dance. Freshman year we had banquets but we weren't allowed to dance. "Adventists don't dance" I've been told. But I love to dance. It's something that makes me feel really great about myself and it's a great work out. I'm looking forward to my shower and my bed. I hope I sleep. I need to watch something amusing before I go to sleep or I'm pretty sure I'll have nightmares. Or maybe I should just read some of my book. This one is called "Spindle's End" and it's by Robin McKinley. I need to get going though. I'll post some more tomorrow.
Feel loved and safe and good night.
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