The show is over now. We rocked it out to the best of our abilities. It was a lot of fun and a GREAT workout. Lots of dancing and singing and combinations of both. My feet and back are killing me now but I'll be fine. I love the feeling of being finished. I feel accomplished. Even with people moving me out of my place and making me a little mad, I've managed to find a soothing presence in a friend. She's a very special person to me. One of my best friends. I got to dance with my best friend and his little brother tonight which is always fun because they're both trained in ballroom dancing so I get to learn from them. I'm so proud of my best friend. He's like a little brother to me and he learned an entire dance in about 20 minutes. That's impressive because the dance is one of our hardest. "Arthur" has had a bit of work done on it today and I need to say a special thanks to a couple of friends who helped clear my momentary writer's block. They helped me figure out where to send the story for the next piece. I had gotten myself stuck and it's a bit hard to think when 3 people are all talking at you at once. I was trying to focus on one person and someone else would yell in my ear. It's annoying when you ask them to please lower their voice and they continue on at the same level. Celine Dion is singing "Beauty and the Beast" right now. I love her voice. I don't know. There's just something about it. Celine Dion, Josh Groban. Same kind of thing to me. It's just soothing. I know it's kind early but I'm seriously contemplating going to bed. It's been the long day I predicted and I'm a bit on the emotionally spent side. Emotionally spent you ask? Yes. It's been a trying day. I have a bit of an inferiority complex I'm still learning to deal with and being pushed out of your space and forced to move upstage and placed behind tall people where you can't be seen is a bit frustrating. Especially when the person moving you is 11 years your junior but I'm learning to deal with it. My eyes are still watering from taking off my make up. I despise wearing make up. There are only certain times when I've actually enjoyed wearing make up and I didn't do it myself those times. Usually it was after my sister had done it for me. She has this way of doing my hair that is SUPER cute and I wish I knew how to do it myself but I don't. I wish I was nearer to her or that she could come visit sometimes just so she could do my hair. But circumstance is not permitting and so I love our phone calls and emails whenever I get them. I know my blog is a little short compared to some of the others but I DESPERATELY need a shower tonight and I'm exhausted. I hope I sleep.
Feel loved and safe.
A Thiarna, déan trócaire, A Chríost, déan trócaire
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