Sunday, January 23, 2011

January 23, 2011 night

I'm sitting watching "Mean Girls 2" alone. Parents have gone to bed. Brother's in his room. Unfortunately I called it with Claire in this movie. They've made her sound like an American and made her the dumb one. I have no school tomorrow so I'll be sitting at home doing homework and cleaning my room. It definitely needs it. And I need to put laundry away. Why did they have to make some of my favorite people the bad guys? I hate it when that happens. I'm hoping to get some "just for fun" shoots in sometime this quarter with the crazy amounts of time  I have off. I need to start working on my portfolio stuff. I'm watching Katers17's newest vlog post during commercials. These girls are major mean. I'm really starting to dislike them. I have this really weird twitch in my tummy right now. It's happening at almost the same time as my heart beat but not quite.

I've made a discovery. I absolutely LOVE taking showers at night by candle light. Hey, that rhymed. :) It's so totally relaxing that I've slept soundly for the last 3 nights in a row. Which is saying something considering I don't usually sleep through the night. The only sound is of the water hitting the floor of the shower. It's peaceful and mellow and, if I was married, it would be EXTREMELY romantic.

I found myself giving advice to an adult today. That's not something I do everyday. I told her simply to be proud of who she is. It's something I'm trying to do myself. All the while holding out for the one guy who will except all my strange quirks. If I can count on my feelings at all, I know he's out there. And I feel like he's getting close. I just hope that when the time comes, I'll be able to let myself fall into the arms of the man God has saved just for me. This is officially my longest blog so I think I'm going to stop writing for the night and save more for tomorrow.

Fell loved and safe.

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